Lately I have been super positive and been very happy. I am not sure what occurred in my sleep last night but I woke up feeling terribly down and wondering why the hell I am having surgery next week. I mean out of all of the people on the deck, why do I still have to deal with the physical and mental pain of this? Others most likely don’t even have scars from their scrapes at this point. I realize I was hurt more than anyone else and that this is to be expected. But it is hard to accept. I kind of want to physically assault people at random so that they feel my physical pain. I clearly know that is NOT the answer!! But it is nice to dream right?! (kidding)
I have a pretty fun weekend lined up and am really looking forward to it so I need to snap out of this funk ASAP!
Things I am Grateful For:
· A chance of SNOW today!
· A dinner with the family
· Valentine’s Day with my sweet hubs
· A warm house
· Fur babies to snuggle with
Speaking of fur babies… my cat is by far the most adorable thing ever!
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